Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Heart Breakingly Beautiful

"At my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes, secretly
With every one, whisper I love you
I let you sleep
I know you're closed eyes watching me,
Listening
I thought I saw a smile"
- taken from At My Most Beautiful, from In Time: REM's Greatest Hits

I downloaded REM's greatest hits from iTunes and heard this song for the first time. This is absolutely the most beautiful thing I have heard in recent memory.

Question for the blog community: What is the last thing you saw or heard or did that was heart breakingly beautiful?

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Off the Reservation

"Money, fame and fortune may further us in our time here, but what of it will remain at the end of our days? Find what wil remain."
- Danny Levin, taken from The Zen Book

I've tried to get as much blogging in as I could this weekend as I head up to Portland tomorrow for business. Not sure if I will have computer access, so I wanted to get some thoughts down while I had the time.

As always, I'd love to hear what everyone has to say. If you agree with me, great. If not, I'd love to hear why.

Namaste,

MM

Monday, June 12, 2006

Being Danny Levin

"Danny, when you die and meet your maker, He's not going to ask why you weren't Moses the great teacher. Instead, he'll wonder why you weren't yourself."
- Danny Levin, taken from The Zen Book

Not really much to say tonight. I really love this quote. It's pretty self explanatory. Amazing how the most powerful thoughts are usually the simplest.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

The Path of Mastery

"How do you best move toward Mastery? To put it simply, you practice diligently, but you practice primarily for the sake of the practice itself. Rather than being frustrated while on the plateau, you learn to appreciate and enjoy it just as much as you do the upward surges. "
- taken from Mastery: The Keys to Long-Term Success and Fulfillment by George Leonard

Ken Rosewall is one of the greatest tennis players in the history of the game. He grew up in Australian on a farm, but his father loved tennis so they built courts out of ant hill dirt, and he trained tirelessly. At the age of 18 he won the Australian Championships and the French Open. Additionally, Rosewall played professionally until he was in his mid-forties, capturing every Grand Slam event except Wimbledon. But that is the surface level of what Ken Rosewall achieved. The story I am about to share was told me by a good friend of Rosewall's and illustrates in my mind what made Rosewall a master of the game.

A usual day for Rosewall begins with a phone call to one of his tennis playing buddies around the 8 o'clock hour. He calls them up to see if they want to play--he doesn't have a court at this house--but he can't just say, "Hey, you want to play today." So Kenny, or "Muscles" as his friends call him has to talk about the weather or what's going on with his grandkids, etc. Anyway, Muscles then heads to the courts to play his match.

After Muscles is done with his first match of the day, he usually calls another one of his friends to see if they want to play. If he can't get somebody else to come and meet him, he ask people who are leaving or arriving the courts if they want to play. That's all that Ken Rosewall wants to do litterally. He eats, breaths and shits tennis. And that pure enjoyment of hitting a ball over a four foot net, is what has made this man such an enormous success.

One could argue that Kenny was blessed with talent and a supportive environment as a young man. Fine, let's say that Rosewall didn't have the physical talent to make it at the elite level. With his passion for the game, he probably would have been a tennis coach and probably would have developed the largest age group program in Australia. We can put man different spins on the argument, but ultimately Rosewall's passion for tennis would have taken him to an elite level.

So this is my question to everyone reading this: what is your Passion? Where have you experience pure being-ness? This isn't an easy question. There are a lot of things that distract one from figuring out what they enjoy doing for the sake of just doing it. And then once you figure that out, you have to then figure out a way to make money doing it.

As I was writing that last sentence I had this thought: "Gosh, creating a life of pure being-ness sounds like its a real pain in the ass." This is definitely true. At the same time, the initial legwork and soul searching is the only way to live a life of pure consciousness. This crossroads was brilliatly stated in the following scene from The Matrix:

Morpheus: "This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes."

So what is your decision going to be. Will you take the blue pill or the red pill? Choose wisely.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Chance and Providence

"All of our lives, we have fought this war. Tonight I believe we can end it. Tonight is not an accident. There are no accidents. We have not come here by chance. I do not believe in chance. When I see three objectives, three captains, three ships. I do not see coincidence, I see Providence. I see purpose. I believe it is our Fate to be here. It is our Destiny. I believe this night holds for each and every one of us, the very meaning of our lives."
- Morpheous in The Matrix: Reloaded

First of all, I absolutely love this scene in The Matrix: Reloaded. I love how Lawrence Fishburne portray Morpheous like a Shakespearan character. But it's better than Shakespeare. Morpheous had a certain soul to him, an unshakeable faith and vision that I never saw in a Shakespearean character. Anyway....on to today's thoughts....

Before swim practice today I went to Circle K to pick up a Gatorade. I waltzed up to the counter and in front of me was one of my high school English teachers, Fr. Anton "Sam" Renna, SJ. He was perplexed as to why the card reader at the pump wouldn't work and just wanted to get his gas and go. I swear to God on this one here: the teller was Indian--dots not feather--and there was obviously a language barrier issue that prevented Fr. Renna from getting his gas. So, being a bright, charming lad I was able to help expedite the situation. I walked out the pump with Fr. Renna, we talked for a bit and then he drove off. It was good to see him. He looked like he hadn't aged a day since I was a senior.

While at Brophy, the Jesuits beat into us that in life there are no chance, everything happens for a reason. Now I am not sure how to feel about that. On one hand it feels really nice to believe that God orchestrated the meeting between Fr. Renna and I. It felt great to help the guy out. At the same time I wonder about tsunamis and earth quakes, and wonder what they mean about God's plan. If I had all my worldly possessions stripped from me, I would be pretty pissed. Then again, it is only when one is in a situation of absolute dire straits that they can ever begin to comprehend what Faith is all about.

No answers really for this question. If you have one, please post it. If you have a question or a story, please post it.

This week should be a good week. As odd as this may sound, sometimes I forget how much I love accounting and the work situation that I have created. This weekend I got some good rest, and remembered how much fun it can be to get up early, get a big ass cup of coffee, get in before anyone else, and get work done.

What I remember this weekend is this: I get up every morning for myself. I give 100% each day for myself. I will do my job as well as I can each day for myself. Nothing really else matters. Getting caught up in what others on The 2nd Floor are or aren't doing isn't going to make me more productive or feel better.

My alarm is set for 4:30 AM. My car is "gassed up" and I have some new music on the iPod. LET'S ROCK!